left for dead

i tell myself your different. i tell myself your worth waiting for. i tell myself your the one. am i kidding myself? tell me your worth fighting for. please?

i’m sick and tired of waiting, but yet i’m still here.

Strange and True Facts about Death:

• More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes.
• More people are killed each year by coconuts than sharks. Approximately 150 people are killed each year by coconuts.
• You are more likely to be killed by a champagne cork than by a poisonous spider.
• Fleas have the distinction of killing more people than all the wars man has ever fought. The “Black Death” plague killed 1/4 of Europe’s population in the 14th century, caused by germs transmitted from rodents to humans by fleas.
• The animal responsible for the most human deaths worldwide is the mosquito.
• The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male’s head off.
• A hundred years ago, the average life expectancy in the United States was forty-seven.
• Today, only one in two billion people will live to be 116 or older.
• Your statistical chance of being murdered is 1 in 20,000. 
• There are 5 times as many deaths due to the negligence of doctors as there are deaths due to firearms. 
• On average, 100 people choke to death on ballpoint pens every year.
• Robert Hershey, of Hershey Chocolate fame, died when he fell into a vat of chocolate and drowned.
• Dr. Alice Chase, who wrote “Nutrition for Health” and numerous books on the science of proper eating, died of malnutrition. 
• Adolph Hitler’s mother seriously considered having an abortion but was talked out of it by her doctor.
• When Mahatma Gandhi died, an autopsy revealed that his small intestine contained five gold Krugerrands.
• When Thomas Edison died in 1941; Henry Ford captured his last dying breath in a bottle.
• In 1845, President Andrew Jackson’s pet parrot was removed from his funeral for swearing.
• Robert Todd Lincoln, son of Abraham Lincoln, was present at the assassinations of three presidents: his father’s, President Garfield’s, and President McKinley’s. After the last shooting, he refused ever to attend a state affair again.
• When Mark Twain was born on Nov 30, 1835, Halley’s comet was visible over Florida, Missouri. Mark Twain predicted in 1909 that he would die when it returned. He was right. When he died on April 21, 1910, Halley’s comet was once again visible in the sky.

Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it. Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing. Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me. Forgive me for being so pathetic, I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. Forgive me for not being able to let go, I’ll forgive you for never holding on.

“Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn’t? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart…if you don’t, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own….when you least suspect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much…for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid… afraid of what we don’t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.”